pinkyzhu

2006-05-05T12:36:00.000+08:00

Chem n S.S exam todae. Both gimmi headache sia !!!! I mak so much mistake in Chem exam. HAiz !!! So angry wif myself aft the exam. But thank God tat he give mi bro n sis to turn to, i told yen fang n him him abt tat. They both encouage n comfort me ... i really feel better aft tat.. haha. Thanks !!! Must do better next time!!!!

2006 election in singapore

2006-04-28T10:34:00.000+08:00

Voting is the action of choosing somebody or something in an election or at a meeting. Singapore is a democratic country; therefore every Singaporean citizen at the age of 21 will be given a priority to vote for party they think is suitable in governing Singapore. In Tampines there is a contest going on between People action party (PAP) and Singapore Democratic Alliance (SDA)

In 2001 in general election, a similar battle took place and PAP won with nearly 75 per cent of the valid votes. For the coming election, the PAP team was led by National Development Minister Mah Bow Tan consists of lawyer Ong Kian Min, NTUC Media's Managing Editor, Irene Ng and two newcomers - SingTel's Vice President, Masagos Zulkifli and lawyer Sin Boon Ann. For SDA team was led by film-maker Lim Tung Hee, who quit the Singapore Democratic Party early this year.

If I am to vote, I will give my vote to PAP.

Firstly, I think that they really did a good job in the past few years in governing Singapore. An example is Tampines, under the governed by PAP, many of the residents are very satisfies living in Tampines, even one hardly has complains about Tampines including me. Tampines has many facilities like shopping more for teenagers, golden pines for the elderly, a library and sport hall.

Secondly, a candidate must have character, commitment, ability and a good track record in order to be a leader. I think tat PAP has these qualities as Singapore has risen up to the first world standards as measured by the World Bank, the World Economic Forum and Transparency International. They discuss main issues like making Singapore safe, stable, racially harmonious and globally competitive. However, what did other party like SDC discuss about? What they can guarantee us? Is it county growth, stability or a safe country to stay in?

Thirdly, as Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew said: “The Opposition was currently making promises they did not have to fulfill because they know they are not fighting to form the Government.” Therefore, they are making empty promise. Since the promise cannot be fulfill why should I vote for them. That’s why I prefer to vote for PAP who do whatever they promise to do.

Forth, I vote for PAP because they have experience in governing the Singapore. PAP knows what to do for problem like floods. They know how things in Singapore work more than anyone else. For PAP, they have the entire vision of running Singapore but not the opposition party. If you let a party who never govern a country before to run Singapore, I think it will turn out really chaotic and pathetic

My SJAB Life in secondary

2006-04-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

It wil b my last time celebrating speech day in JYSS. It may oso b my last time wearing my sjab full u. My Sjab Life -> Sec1: go 4 home nursing test/ annual sjab camp. Sec2: go 4 basic first aid test (actually it was suppose to b taken in sec 1 but I rmb e wrong time 4 e test so I tak it at sec2)/promote to lance corporal/go for NCO course n camp(torturing sia ... but it was awesome). Sec3: go annual sjab camp/ become an NCO n IC in sjab/promote to corporal/public duty at sentosa(marathon) n spore expo(food festival)/ tak part in competition(although we lose ... but at least i improve my foot drill n first aid knowledge a lot in tis com ... indeed it was a fun exp)/ contingent member in speech day. Sec4: AGI/ annual sjab camp/first aider in speech day/ step down (-the end-). Experience: scolding/ joy/ happiness/ torturing/ confusion/ angry/ sorrow/ being criticize/ sense of achievement/ extremely tough training/ tiredness/ very memorable time/ trying new things out . Haiz ... time seems to pass so so so fast ...

SJAB Camp NIte

2006-03-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

Tis march holi is a very busy one ... but i luckly i stil enjoy n hav fun in e camp. Tis camp was special de ... cos ... it is a combine camp wif GG. So a lotz of time ... we r able to b wif Zi Qi. At nite ... We hav a campfire NPCC join in too. the campfire is super fun. Me n Zi Qi shout like siao. Although Yvonne claims tat she oso got shout but her shouting is like talking lo. Aft campfire we ask Zhong Ming to help us tak photo. Not one onli but is a lotz a lotz ... Pity him. Tat nite, i zzz wif Yvonne, Meng Ying, Ling Ning(bossini) n Zi Qi. But actually we didn't really zzz la ... cos yvonne, zi qi n me held a concert n hav picnic in the tent ... haha. Ltr zi qi was e 1st to zzz ... but not others. HAHA ... wan to know y!!! Ans:i and yvonne keep chatting and talking everything under e sun ... there4 Meng Ying n Bossini cannot zzz due to our noise pollution ... haha. Until 2am plus ... they stil cannot sleep as we r stil chatting ... then Bossini tak her WEAPON,wrack us n even step on us. We so ke lian kena beaten!!! Then abt 3am, we went to e net ball court to chit chat as Ranson, Eugene Quek, Wai Yin, Shi Yong, Shao Cheng, Alderline was chit chatting over there. Soon as we chit we all feel asleep n juz zzz at e netball court for e next 2 hrs.

2006-02-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

Stress

What is stress? Many peoples say stress is a motivation to prompt a person to perform better. So is stress good or bad?

In my opinion, at a certain level of stress, it's good. In 1908, Doctors R. M. Yerkes and J. D. Dodson in the United States said that, 'an optimal level of stress is needed to improve performance in whatever task one does.' As there is no such thing as a stress-free life and doctors say some stress is actually useful and positive, whether in children or in adults. But if beyond the optimal level, it will become distress, which is 'bad' stress.

'Bad' stress lead to many negative problems. A doctor had once given an example of 'bad' stress. He explained, 'Imagine the strings of a violin or guitar. If they are too loose, you can't play. You have to tighten it to make music. But if you tighten it too much, the strings will snap. That is how everyone responds to stress' When a person is distress, it will affect he mental health and he may even commit suicide. Researches have been shown that, there have been more and more cases of primary school children committing suicide these few years. Therefore I think that it’s bad when stress has when become the optimal level.

There are many factors leading to a person's distress. The main factor of being distress is from parents and school. One voluntary child counsellor, who declines to give her name, says: 'Parents also sometimes put their kids on a guilt trip about how their lack of performance shames the family and about how the child doesn't seem to be performing despite the love he gets.' It is true. Many of the parents want their children to achieve good result and perform well in everything; to make them will feel proud. Therefore they buy assessment books for their children to practice, hire tuition teachers, and sign up enrichment courses for them. They do all these to push and force the children, but they neglected their children ability to cope with all these. As different children are given some leeway to develop at their own pace. The children are forced to accept stress as part of life and they try to keep up with the Tans with the help of private tuition, assessment books and dollops of pressure. Soon the children will just 'breakdown' and give up, when it is happen it is very hard to get them back.

In order to prevent this parent should communicate, encourage and care more about their children. Taking notices of their behavior, include whether a child has appeared worried, quiet, unhappy and tearful of late and whether he complains of aches and pains. They should not give their children excess pressure to achieve want they want their children to achieve. As everyone has different abilities and different pace of understanding and learning.

2006-01-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

Bird flu is now a threat to many of the countries. In my opinion, I think everyone has a part to play to prevent bird flu from entering an even worsen stage.

There are quite a number of measures that we can take to prevent bird flu. For the most basic and common measure, it is to prevent ourselves from having contact with the birds, as the birds can carry the virus, But it is still does not mean that you will not bird flu just by prevent having contact with them, because that there are other ways that we can be infected.

I think a more safe and efficient measure is to get vaccine inject into us. Research is proven that there are two drugs, Tamiflu and Relenza,
that can help in preventing bird flu. Having this vaccine, it will decrease our worries of getting infected. It can also improve our immune system to defend the virus. But again getting vaccine injected is not 100 percent guarantee that we will not get bird flu. As research also find out that they might not be good enough to help if the situation becomes pandemic.

Other measures that we can take are to prevent going to infected countries such as Thailand, Vietnam and China, and eat nutritious foods to build up our immune system. I strongly agree with this measure as I think that our natural defence is the best to prevent us infected. If we have a strong immune system, then we should not be afraid or worried of bird flu as our bodies can defend it naturally, and there will no be a need to take so many measures to prevent bird flu.

2005-12-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

It was a long long time since i write the last blog. Today is also like other normal day sian sian de. Morning go to DENTIST le ... so pain lo. Then afternoon go online online ... and chatted wif ah dong. When chat with her i feel like faster going back to sch to c my frenz and spend time wif them ... rather than at home so sian. If my holi cont to be like tis ... soon i am going to get decompose ...

Final Exam Result

2005-10-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

Winner of the Year

Champion : E-maths
Comments: A champion for year 2004 n 2005

1st runner up : Chinese
Comments: Keep it up

2nd runner up : A-maths
Comments: U hav improve, congratulation!!

3rd runner up: English
Comments: Nil

4th runner up : S.S
Comments: U have dropped, poor thing!

5th runner up :Physcis
Comments : U hav improve, at least u pass!

6th runner up: Chemistry
Comments : U hav fail ... mayb tis competition is too tough 4 u

7th runner up: Geography
Comments: U disappoint mi man, giv mi tis tis type of crap ... u this black sheep in the family ar ...

Chocolate

2005-08-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today dunno why suddenly wan to eat chocolate ... mayb is becoz of that pei shan dunno say wat thing related chocolate then make mi feel like eating it ... haha. How good is it if i own a chocolate factory, then i eat chocolate everyday ... Yummy. If i own a chocolate foctory,i can mak my own chocolate like kit kat, mars, crunchy, merci etc. Wa ... so good to dream abt it man. Then everyday aft sch i can go and mak a chocolate to enjoy aft a tired day. So good ... also i reward myself by making a very very big chocolate when i hav done well in exam or in special occasion. For sch i can also bring chocolate for my zhu, so that we not need to queue for recess, and can hav different type of chocolate for every recess. With chocolate then everyday can begin sweetly ... hehe. Chocolat !!!

A Change

2005-07-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

Haix ... today dunno why pei shan looked so tired and glumpy ... then mak my mood also go all the way down ... haha. But ltr in eng peroid ... at the exp in filming time ... i had a fun time ... haha. Aft sch i went for sjab, tis training section may juz b normal to most of them ... but to mi its a change. During sjab i hav a chat with senior NCO, connie, shao cheng and maggie. Aft the chat i realise the pressure, stress , big responbility on an OC, i feel that it is really not easy for an OC to run a sjab. Mayb becoz of some reasons, like lack of communication all that, tat cause misunderstanding, unhappiness and unsatisfactory btw us. Therefore frm this training onwase, i decide to change and giv in my full support ...

Hiking

2005-07-18T19:31:00.000+08:00

Hiking was abt the third and fourth day ... i must say it was really tiring ... for the first day we hiked with that super heavy bag for more than 10 km ... it took us dunno how many hours man. I think i have grown shorter becoz of that ... ahah hope not. During lunch time we hiked the the highest hill of pulua ubin to hav our lunch although it was very tiring clombling up, but when i saw the beautiful sceney up there ... i think it worth it. Aft lunch we cont' to hike and abt 5pm plus, we were so relief as we saw the campsite. That nite i could not sleep becoz of the mosquitoes so i went out of the tent, mayb its a blessing la ... i saw a lot of clusters of stars in the sky ... its so nice ... and i immediate mak a prayer there. Then the next day ... we woke up at 6 plus to get ready and hiked again. We stopped at 3 km like tat to hav some activities. It was the raft building ... we were given 8 pipes, 4 barrier and 10 ropes and we needed to build it in 1 hours. But unfortunatly it rained, so we all needed to tak shelter under the blue thing. Soon the rains stopped and sadly our raft also didnt manage to function, but we got to jump into the qurray to hav a good swim ( mind u we hav not bath for the day before). The water is so clear n cool. Then our instructor, chio bu, told us a beri lame sotong story ... haha ... aft that we cont' hiking towards camp2

Inverse Tower

2005-07-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

The inverse tower is one of the high element in the obs camp site1. Before the actual climbling of this we were eqiuped with some basic skills like how to belay , how to wear the harness and the "belay call" ... haha. I was buddy up wif wan ying and we r the sec pair to climb up the inverse tower. The one belaying mi was eugene ang and xiong sheng, while the one belaying wan ying was si kai and kok kian. Of coz at first the lower part (smth like a web) is super easy to climb but aft that ... i found myself shivering like hell up there ...but i decided to continue to climb the next part which is a vertical log with some rocks there ... as i go higher ... my buddy line was stucked at one of the rock ... i began to get panic ... but in the end i managed to finish the part two. When i was sitting and hugging the log like a koala bear ... i began to get really scared and decided to giv up ... i was nearly going to cry out as it was very scary for mi. But with the encouage of the belayers, my grp mates and buddy, i somehow wan to go on. Next we need to climb up a no of zigzag log ... it was hard for us as we need to slide ourself up the log before we hold on to another higher log. I tried but i can slide at all (mayb is becoz of the trackpants) ... then its where i n wan ying cooperate well with each other. With the instructions or guides of how to get up by our belayers and teamwork with wan ying ... we managed to get to the top of the element. I feel pround of myself and sense achievement. I nvr think i really can get to the highest pt but in the end i did. I was so happy ... haha ... thanks to the belayers, team mates and of coz wan ying!

OBS CAMP

2005-07-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

Although OBS was already over, i decided to blog tis juz for my memory ... haha ... quite lame ritex? ... In obs camp i had a lots of fun and of coz mosquites bite ... haha. My grp was MARCO POLO( i also dunno wat it is) ... haha ... but i must say that it is really really a great grp. I love it man. In this camp i discover quite a no of things and i think till now i stil haven discover or so call reach the limit of myself ... i am sure i will be shocked one day if i really discover my very very very limit of myself. Becoz in obs when i thought that myself have came to an limit and i cant go any further ... i found that its wrong i can actually go a lmuch further then that ... haha ... an example is hiking for more than 10 km with that heavy bag and climbling up the inverse tower.

2005-07-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

Wosh ... so happy today man ... haha ... becoz today was a very SPECIAL day to mi ... so happy and excited abt today. As i can say sch days are back to normal ... haha ... then we were informed abt test all that ... the test are really a lot man ... haha ... but it didnt affect my mood at all. Aft sch our class had a calldunno wat internetional wat test. At abt 3 i hurried to the dentist to get smth done and i met my mom there. Then i accompanied her to the shop n save to buy smth. Yah ... i forget i was treated bubble tea n rotiboy by my mom ... yummy ... so happy today ... haha.

2005-07-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

It hav been a long long time since i am in confusion. I wan to change it ... i wan to help to mak ur days in a fun, memorable and gd one. I dun wan to see going all the way down. But i think i am juz too helpless for helping. WHAT CAN I DO ??? NOTHING !!!

2005-06-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

China is really a big country, i heard from my friends it took them hours to travel from one place to another. Of cause ... china is the thrid biggest country in the world ... compare to Singapore you can travel around the whole COUNTRY in less than one hours. For the shopping there ... its cheaper than Singapore a lot ... i am sure thay my friends had a good time shopping there

China

2005-06-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

Listen to those who went to China, they said that the sceny viewing from the Great Wall Of China is very beautiful. I am so envy that they got to see that, i always hope to see this type of creation of God with my bare eyes. Wish one day i can see that ... haha! Beside going to the Great Wall Of China they also got to some school in China. They said the school are 3 or 4 times bigger than Junyuan, the hall is air-con, the chairs are those soft type,they have a "car" park to park their bicycle because most of the China students cycle to school.

China

2005-06-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

About one month ago almost half of my class went to china. The first news i heard from people who had gone to China was that, in our SJAB first aid pouch a number of equipments were confiscated.
Haha ... The second news i heard was that a few of them were sick or ill during trip ... so sad ... haha ... maybe its too tireing for them

2005-06-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

Sian ar ... other sch holi liao still need to go sch ... but at least i tis wk dun get bored ... haha . Becoz my church sis hav came to my house n live for 1 week ... muhahahaha. Today aft sch ... i went home wif melissa n went to tin yane house ... then later meet my that church sis, gloria to TM. Haha ... so fun sia ... but we didnt walk for a very long peroid of time. Abt 1 hour later we went to borrow VCDs n watch at tin yane's home. By the time w e finish all the movie ... its really late sia ...

New Record

2005-05-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

WA ... mi created a lot of new "records" tis mid year exam sia ... first is my maths ... second is my chinese ... third is science. Although maths let mi down a lot ... but i stil luv it ... haha. All the subject's stardard drop all the way down till dunno where already . Fantastic sia!!! Haiz ... must buck up liao ... cannot cont to slack ar ... haha. Anyway the "fantastic" result do not make mi feel depress. Becoz to mi ... results is not the most important things on earth ... its onli part of my growing process. And as wat mr ong say ... time is needed to further improve the subject ... its onli the beginning ... so must JIA YOU ... hehe !!!

2005-05-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

long long time nvr blog liao ... now aft exam so sian ... always slack at home ... haha. So tis whole week i go to sjab to keep myself occupy ... haha. Ya today during sjab training also very malu ... haha ... shhhhhhhhh ... cannot tell. Tml is cross country must wake up at 6 am sia ... cos need to report at 7 am as a first aider ... haha. Then the result for mid year also is not a very gd 1 la ... in fact i think tat its a nightmare ... cos all the marks tend to drop to an unexpected grade ... but nvm la. "what is done cannot be undone" ... onli can work harder next time ( hope so) ... haha ...

2005-04-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

One more day ... Ruth is going to leave mi ... so sad so down. Tonight i am going to tin yane house to hav my very last dinner wif her ... aft tonite ... i won b able to c her anymore ... sob sob. Aft dinner she promises to giv mi n tin yane 1 hour of her time. I treasure this 1 last hour ... i wan to express myself to tell her how much i will miss her n how much i luv her ... but in the end i still do not hav the courage to say it out. I regretted ... i feel that i didnt express much to her ... i didnt do much things which is memorable to her. But she did ... she had done a lotz for mi ... she cares n luv mi a lotz ... she treat us like her childred ... n she is like a second mother to mi. In this 1 hour ... i know more things abt being a better person ... she is also like a teacher to mi ... she teachs mi a lotz of things. But in the end she stil got to leave ... 1 hour is not long ... sob sob ... hope i can stil hav chance to c her again ...

2005-04-18T08:36:00.000+08:00

Wa ... so fun at east coast park with my church bro n sis but it was also a sad day ... becoz two more dayz ... one of my sis ... is going to leave mi ...! But in order to not mak her she feel sad n spoil the atmosphere of the day ... i act phlegmatic ... haha. First we went to the food court there ... to try food almost from every stall ... delicious sia ... haha. Then got a shou jing ju hui ... aft that was our own free time. We chose a suitable rock ... sit there chat ... sing ... admire the sea n the sky ... n share our hearts ... so shiok sia. That moment is so wonderful n memorable ... its like ur mind is inundated with a very happy, warm, satisfied feeling ... aiya ... dunno how to discribe ... juz like u feel so free wif nth troubling u la. And it aslo mak mi feel better abt my dear sis leaving mi. Really must thanz God for making such a nice scenery n giving mi a group of bro n sis ... haha.

2005-04-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

I hav looking forward to tis day since mon ... becoz i am sure it will be a great day. Today mi wake up at 5am to mak tang yuan for pei shan n melissa ... haha ... mi mak till so xin fu ... they say like eating flour like tat ... actually i agree la ... haha. Today is my first time cooking personally for ppl to eat without anyone's help ... n mi forget to put sugar inside ... so in the end i put honey instead ... haha ... so turn out guai guai. For pei shan ... she mak a bread wif ham n egg for mi n melissa ... ok la ... at least better than mine ... haha. Then for melissa ... she told us she will bring smth heavy, sweet inside n is a surprise ... in the end its a packet of lychee drink ... haha n chocolates ... haha! Beside tat pei shan oso gimmi a letter ... tat i will laugh whenver i think of it ... haha. Wat a unforgettable n fun internetional friendship day!!! I feel so xin fu to hav them (zhu) as my best frenz ...

2005-04-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

Beside celebrating internetional friendship day among ourself ... sch oso hav celebrate. It is oso a fun time. Many interesting things were put up by classes. For my class ... we held beer drinking competition ... its a very successfull 1 ... many ppl gather at our stall to watch the competition ... they even stand on the tables n chairs to watch the competition. When i n pei shan went up to the hall ... to giv the brochure ... we kena chase by 2 sec 1 becoz they wan us to tak their brochure ... haha. Ya ... last thing is tat si wee kiat ... sickening 1 ... when mi, hui min n pei shan watching the beer competition ... he go disturb n pull pei shan n my hair n ... so irratating n sickening ... hope he won c tis part if not ltr i die ... haha

2005-04-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

Aiyo ... a new week started ... so busy sia ... a lotz of things to do ... some more tml got a maths test. Today pei shan mak a bread for mi to eat ... it was so nice tat i dun believe tat it was mak by her ... haha. N mi today also own her a lotz of money ... u know y ... haha ... cannot say if not she angry ... haha ...Aft sch got the toast master course ... so sianz. sit there n hear speech for the student ... haha

2005-04-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

Today Competition ... we lost ... we didnt win any award ... sob sob. We train for so long yet didnt even win a award ... so sad :'( ! I feel so sorry for those seniors who have trained us ... One thousand apologize ... :( ! If u r to ask mi ... hav mi try my best ... i will tell u no. Becoz that time during footdrill smth went wrong ... n my confident drop till 0% ... therefore when i enter the home nursing ... i was so scare, sad n inconfident ... n didnt perform well as usual. Oso sorry to ling ning ... coz that time i put the blame on u for leading the footdrill in choas ... n i didnt understand tat u mak tat mistake becoz u r really nervous ... sorry. But luckily ... Junyuan in the end oso won a award by the ambulance ... so it was at least not a total disappoinment. Though we lost but we win in gaining exp ... !!!

2005-04-08T18:59:00.000+08:00

So fast sia ... tml competition already ... hope that we can win. Becoz every1 put in a lotz of time and effort to train for tis competition. Every1 hav been training half years ago !!! Mi every sec today is thinking abt tml competition ... really cannot concentrate to do other things sia. Mi sooooooo nervous ... but not onli mi every1 is nervous. When we left the sch ... every1 stil double check the first aid kit ... c whether is it really for competition ... n check whether is there any things missing ...! Hope tml i can put in my best performace becoz everytime when i nervous i will go a bit xiao xiao ... haha ...

2005-04-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

Two more days to competition ... damn nervous sia ... haha. Todays the e maths period ... the cher, ms lim, point at a square and say its a triangle ... muhahahaha .... square and traingle also dunno how to differentiate ... haha. Haha ... today i find out 1 thing ... i am actually expert in ???????? ... haha ... guess urself. Haiz ... so tied ... aft sch stil need to go for chemistry remedia. Before chemistry remedia ... hm, ps n i saw a maganize in 3e4 ... then we go inside n see ... who knows suddenly ppl some in n mistaken we as thief sia ... stupid ritez ... but nvm ...

castle

2005-04-06T12:36:00.000+08:00

When talk about castle, i always think of fairy tales ... haha. When i watch those fairy tales ... i sometimes really want to live in a castle ... so that i can eat whatever i want ... do whatever i like ... sleep the whole day ... and have everything i want ... I always think that castle is really a nice place to live in ... haha ... but i think i won't have the chance to try living in it ...
Of cause sometimes in those ghost stories ... castle is a really awful and fearful place to go. Because inside will surely have nefarious creatures ... which will make you ...!
I think that castle is a very strong building which can withstand anything ... thats why the olden people would always run to the castle, when wars come for protection.

2005-04-05T12:28:00.000+08:00

Aiyo ... time pass soooooo fast sia ... competition is coming .... so nervous. As usual today got SJAB training ... every1 time it so seriously sia ... haha. Bu zhi bu jue ... i hav already go 4 more than 60 Competition training ... haha. At the same day ... the choir tak part in the SYF ... they got a bronze ... haha. Haiz ... today train unitil 6:30 pm sia ... so tied ... but toward the end of the training quite fun la.

2005-03-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

this wk seem to pass so fast sia ... haha. Nth much happen today. But today is the onli day that i get back home before 4pm ... i so happy that i manage to sleep a while before doing my work ... haha! But today i hav forgetten a very very important thing ... it is ... my check up appointment ... haha. I onli rmb it when i wake up at 5:30 pm when i wake up ... but then its already too late ... cos my appointment time is 2:20 pm!!!! So now it is being postphone to 9 May ... hope i can rmb the date ... haha

2005-03-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

today was a sad day ... sob sob. I alway think that i am strong ... i mean not physically la ... becoz i can torerate many things ... But today i found out that i am actually not tat strong. I hav gone for a lotz n a lotz of sjab training ... n most of them is much more tougher than today 1. But i dunno y today the training is not tat tough ... yet i ... sob sob. Obviously is not becoz of the scolding n punishment ... becoz they have already become normal to mi. Its that i feel every member try so hard ... so xin ku ... put in time ... yet we haven reach e standard ... some of them had tell mi before tat they want to be like the ambulance team ... we tried but today i think tat we can nvr b like them. When i see their disappointment ... my heart broke. Though i was heart broken ... but i comfort them telling them trying our is enough already ... wat a funny thing on earth ... cant even comfort myself yet i wan to comfort ppl. hazi ... so sad ...

2005-03-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

long time nvr tak bus to sch liao ... haha ... nearly late for sch. Then today during chem lesson ... 3e3 got a bit dissapointed becoz ... muhahah ... And today MT oral ... the cher nearly hav miss mi ... luckily i tell her. Aft sch ... hui min, pei shan (sotong), and mi went to the bubble tea shop to buy bubble tea. When we r going down the sch i dunno wat happen sia ... we thought there is somebody chaisng us ... and our speed is so so so fast tat i cant even c the step properly. Ltr then we found out tat the eng course actualy start at 2:15 and not 2:30. And again we rush back to sch. Althoughthe journey is a veri short 1 but it is full of laughter and very fun la ... haha

2005-03-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

Today nafa test le ... mi hav not been exercise 4 a long long time ... somemore mi always eat chocolate n sweet ... haha ... so i think a will not do well in it. Before the nafa test mi and wan ying betted c hu will get the higher pt or award ... haha ... hope can win wan ying ... then she will need to treat mi ... hehe. Anyway to mi, i think i do quite well la ... tis is all becos of god's help and pei shan's encouragment. Then hor the sit and reach station mi short of 1 cm then get 5 pts .... the shutter run mi short of 1 se then can get 5 pts ... really qi si ren ar ... but nvm ... tak 4 retest can liao. Now the thing i worry is that tml i will get stomach pain ... leg pain n arm pain ... becoz if i get tat i surely cannot run for my 2.4 ... hope i won't. So sleepy zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

2005-03-21T19:41:00.000+08:00

2day is first day of a term ... very tied ya need to get up soooo early to go sch sia. Then 2day got back all the exam papers la ... i mean no all the marks for all subjects la. Not very happy wif the results ... but its OK to mi la ... its onli the starting ... i will try harder next time and put in more effort ... hahahaha. Although results not very good ... but i still need to thank god for giving mi tis results and being wif mi all the times. I also thank myself for trying my best to get the result though it was not a very good 1 ... but i am still proud of it ... becoz the results i got was done by mi was my own effort ... haha. And hor got 1 thing mi very happy abt is tat out of 8 subjects we test ... i got 4 subjects same marks wif pei shan ... haha ... its the first time. But also got 1 very sad thing ... is that i may not be same class wif melissa for chinese lesson ... sob sob ... so sad :( !

2005-03-09T12:34:00.000+08:00

This whole week so busy with the mini exam ... but to mi its not a very stressful one ... haha. Dying for thursday to come ... because me have already plan my scheme for relaxing ... ! So far i think the subjects were all right ... may be because my expectation is not very high ... I think that trying my best to get the grade i aim can already ... and if cannot reach i think its ok ... and just try harder next time ... ! Sometimes i really think am i really to relax at my studies ... because some of my classmates sleep only for 2 hours during the mini exam period when i sleep for 8 hours ... haha! and for this time to my surprise it is chemisty which i think i won hit the target i want, instead of physics ... and i think physics is more easlier that chemistry ... haha .... so weird

my three wishes

2005-03-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

Erm ... my three wishes ...
First ... i wish that i can led a happy life, and when i look back at my days, i will have no regrets about it. For me a happier life means, not much worries, people around me is happy, and live everyday till the fullest with God's accompany every single days ...
Second ... of course i wish that i can done well in my studies ,have a good career and can find a job easily of my choice, when i grow up. So that my parents will not be disappoint with my result, in stead they feel happy and satisfy with it. And when i grow i can support my own living and my parent's living.
Last ... i wish that i can maintain a very good and lasting friendship with my friends. And i hope that i can care, treasure and help them till the very limit.

2005-03-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hazi ... this few days Daddy at HK ... no one joke, play wif mi n drive mi 2 sch ... so ke lian ... haha! Today chemisty damn fun sia ... learn abt atom move here move there juz to be stable ... so cute ... haha ! But the E-Maths damn suay ar ... kena teach by a training teacher for 1TERM. Then the maths teach she teach is sooooooooooooooo simple ... even when i go home i ask my little bro he oso no how to do ... yet she can spend 2 full period to teach ... really pei fu her. Normally for Mr Ang, the no of question he gives are so much that we need to tak home as hw ... yet this teacher onli do two question in a 2 period lesson ... somemore her cw i can finish within 5 min! She is really driving mi crazy by her speed of teaching1! But bo bian la ... if voice up like tat ... she will think tat we disrespect her ... so REN ... haha!

Dream

2005-02-23T12:47:00.000+08:00

I dream ... i dream
haha ... my real dream is actually a secret between me and God. I hope that one day i will really achieve my dream as it needs to take years and years to reach ... till now it is still a long long way to go ... and i also not sure whether i have the chance and time to achieve it a not...
Beside this i also have other dreams ... i want to be a phycologist to calm and solve people's problem and unhappiness when i grow up.
As for my short term dreams are to score well in study ... sleep more ... have more fun ... ! I also want to hav more free time of mine to do my own things ... now days i am very busy with school things

nth

2005-02-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

stuck here.. stuck there.. i am stuck in the amaths questions in the test today.. soooooo difficult.. i think it is beyond our ability to do those sums.. hope that i wouldn't create history in my maths by having a red mark..
why... why..i didn't manage to get a passing grade for english this time round.. but i will try to aim for that in the next test/exam..
phyiscs.. phyiscs.. oh physics.. why cant i understand..? because of miss neo..? she speaks unclearly and from loud to soft.. don't understand it.. huimin ask a quetion today.. miss neo explain and answer hui min's question.. but it was like... the same before and after explaining.. hui min was so..
mini exam is cuming... make my schedule so pack sia ... so busy ... hope i can hav my own free time to my things ...

total defence drama

2005-02-18T10:10:00.000+08:00

I think that the drama was quite a sucessful one. Jobs were equally divided and everyone of us do their part well. Everyone worked together as a class to make the props n costumes for the characters. For me, i was not the actors but those involved in the costume. We went to the internet to find the picture of the disney and looney tunes character, to make the masks. I was incharged of doing the masks for donald duck, daisy, sylvester cat and making the ears for mickey and minnie. I must agree that i had a fun time doing that, it was a very long time ago since i do colouring. But i also had a hard time cutting the cardboard to support the masks. The cardboard is really hard and thick. Beside doing the mask, i was also at the backstage to help the wolf to bandage. The time was really very limited, and we had to bandage at that peroid of time. To mi, i think that for the bandages for the real show was very nicely done ... maybe is because of i was to nervous and the limited time. Before the real show, the props and custumes people were so busy. The props people were busy pasting the colour construction paper onto the cardboard to make it looked nicer. For the costume people, we were busy repairing the character's mask as some were too loose, spoil etc. Overall it was really fun and i enjoyed it very much.

2005-02-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

So proud of 3e3's performance today.. yeah.. the "big" thingy is finally is over.. now i need to worry abt the mini-exam that is cuming up soon.. hope i have done well for social studies.. i think by tomorrow, we will get back our test paper.. haiz.. talking about test paper.. this brings me to physics... miss neo had forgotten to bring up our paper.. sob sob.. didn't manage to group with hui min during pe lessons.. luckily, i still have pei shan.. during english lesson.. it was lik omg... i havn't even watch the movie "lords of the ring" and today we are playing a game related to it.. haiz.. didn't score very well... at first we wanted to choose this topic because we thought that it was about engagement ring or the phone ringing.. nvm.. today quite rush when zul was "carried in by the st john's ambulance" to the stage... because have to put the bandage around him.. quite happy with the drama today.. haha..

2005-02-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

So sianz ... over the few days (CNY) haven rest enough ... hahaha ! But cannot help it la ... ! Today went home damn late becoz of the drama for assembly tis wed. But veri fun lah ... my job is juz to mak the costume n stand at the back stage to help the wolf to bandage. Of coz not onli mi ... ling ning also ... ! We today then found out that we can actually do a nice bandaging within abt 1 or 2 min ... haha! Aiya ... today not many things to write ... bye bye ...

Catch

2005-01-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

Mostly i see people catching bus ... they can run from their block to the bus stop to catch their bus ... so that they won't be late. Some even run behind the bus ... in order to stop the bus for them to board on.

Beside catching bus ... people also catch movie ... specially youngster ... i have seen people waiting at the cinema for a period of time ... in order to catch the movie on time ...

Other than that catching can also be a jobs for the people ... like the police catch those who had commited crime. The fishermen catch fish toearn a living ... Photographer try their best to catch a nice scenery for memory

2005-01-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

AIYO ... physics is driving mi crazy sia ... can't even understand a single thing abt light ... then next fri test liao ... surely FAIL 1 ... hav preparation for failing already!!!! QI SI REN !!! Today e E-Maths test so difficult ... scored so badly (first time in my history) ... haha ... but nvr mind i nvr worry 4 my maths 1 ... becoz i love Maths n hav many interests in it ... so i promise myself not to creat another bad history in my Maths again ... But not physics ... hav ... negative 99999999% interest in it ar ... si zhu !

Haiz ... today e awful n sad feeling abt her leaving ... stil cannot get off ... stil entangle in my heart ... so xin ku ... plus e confusion of physics n results of maths ... mi can explode liao ... BOOM ...haha ...! Despite all this i am very happy becoz i hav God to share all this things wif mi ... haha ... i am also glad to hav a group of bro n sis hu luv n care abt mi a lotz ... they sms mi everyday to c how i am doing ... feeling so fortunate ...

2005-01-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

2day mi woke up at abt 9am ... becoz mi needed to go church ... actually is on Sundae 1 but on Sundae there is smth on ... so tis time it was changed to Fridae.

Mi enjoy going 2 my father's home(church) ... when u r there u feel very free ... in a sence then u r out of trouble, stress, problem etc ... u wil oso feel relax n comfortable. In e morning we hav bread -breaking ... n abt at 2. I wif my bro n sis went 4 lunch(pizza le) ... ! Aft lunch we play table tennis, RISK, piano n other game suggested.

Around 4pm a more senior sis, Ruth, call the youth grp to a room ... coz she wanna tell us smth. At first a bitz quite reluctant la ... but we obeyed. She told us ... she wil be going to Vancouver n mostly won't come back to Spore. We all r so shocked ... we consider her as e mother of youth grp ... we hav been sheperding by her 4 almost 4 yrs. Actually she hav already decided to leave on aug 2004 but ... she didn't want to upset us so she told us last minute ... she is leaving on Fed!!!!

Although we hanged a smile on our face n crake jokes ... but in all of our hearts we r very sad. At last, mi n my sis cannot ren anymore liao ... we cried but we r stil show a smile on our face ... haha. For my bro ... of coz they didn't cried ... boi mah but their eyes were red. Then we started to refreashing the passed 4 yrs ... there was a lotz of memorable things n exp. Stil rmb one time at a Malaysia resort(Desaru) we, the youth grp secretly went out to e beach n played holding a candle ... at 2am ... we thought every1 was asleep liao ... but hor it was not ture lo ... ltr we found out tat Sister Ruth actually didnt sleep ... she wait 4 us to go back. Soon she came out to search 4 us ... at first when she found us playing happliy at e beach ... we all r scared of kena scolded sia ... but in e end she juz talk nicely to us ...

Haiz ... so sad ...

2005-01-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

Erm ... 2day nth special le ... hehe ! Almost every subject cher hor ... thinks tat e one day public holi is like one mth holi like tat ... giv us yi dai dun hw sia . Then aft recess during MT period ... Amanda told mi tat she heard news tat 2day got spot check le ... scared mi lo...! The whole 2 MT peroid hor ... mi thinking of where to hide my hp le ... but in e end dun hav la ... hahaha!!!

Aft sch mi went home wif melissa 2 my church sis house ... to hav cell grp. I like tis part a lotz ... becos i can let out all my heart n hav fun there ...! When reach her home liao ... we play hide n seek wif coco ( her doggie : beri cute 1) ... n of cos ltr we hav our bible study ... abt 6 mi go home ...

Then when i was at my gate la ... mi saw a whole container of carrot cake ouside my door le ...! Mi dunno was ppl put at e wrong door or is ours 1 ... so i juz leave it there n went inside e house lo! ltr my mom came home hor ... then mi kena scolding 4 not brining e carrot in (its frm my aunt ... she c us not at home so put outside) ... so suan ! Wu yuan wu gu kena scolding ... for e carrot cake ... haha

Orange

2005-01-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

Orange can be a colour and also can be a fruit. In Hong Kong there is even one handphone company named orange. Orange colour can make a person more cheerful and more lively. It have the brightest colour among all the these. An orange looks like a sun to me ... they both have the similiar colour and shape. Orange is very rich in vitamin C and E, it can protect you from some illnesses.It also improve the appetite and digestion. But eating too mach is also not good because it is very acidic. It can also be make into tasty orange juice. Almost in every supermarket, orange is being sold.

Glass

2005-01-07T05:00:00.000+08:00

Glass is something transparent. It can be make into a lot of things like glass cup, decoration, vase and a lot of many other things. Using glass to make thing have a main disadvantage, it is very dangerous when it breaks and scatters, it will hurt and it is very difficuit to sweep away the small glasses. But overview glass is very useful in our life ... it is make into spects for those people who are short sighted and make into to window that prevent things from flying into our house. Many shops also use glass to make their show case for the displaying of their goods n products to the public. Of course, there is still many more useful points. Sometimes when you walk into gift shops, u can see many statues, shapes,decoration nicely made using glass. Other than we normal people use glasss in our daily life, magicians also use glass to help them with their magic. I have seen quite a number of magics done using the help of glasses.